Years passed..and i am still the same....the only change is that the sense of failure is deeper..

I feel so alone..no one to confide in..no one understands..

I repeatedly make the same mistake...always with the wrong job..the wrong person

He did not say much...nor he reacted much...very aloof...but i am glad..i should let this go...

Tomorrow..i am unsure...what will happen...what challenges i will face...if i can take it...what if i cannot..what if i am really unable find a place to settle down....isnt it best that i die early..